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Tuesday, May 24, 2011

With One Look

For some reason I have no inkling of, I woke up yesterday morning with the song "With One Look" stuck in my head.  This was completely out of the blue.  Often when I have a dream or have a song stuck in my head I can trace it back to something that triggered it, but not this time.  I just inexplicably woke up with "With One Look" playing over and over in my mind.

I went to YouTube and watched various performances of it, including the one I had first seen starring an absolute favorite of mine, Glenn Close.  Somewhere a long time ago I had seen at least part of the movie "Sunset Boulevard" starring Gloria Swanson, and I of course remember that classic line,

"I am big.  It's the pictures that got small."

At the time I don't think I was really able to grasp what the movie was truly about.  I think because I was young and the concept of ageism -- or aging -- was not something I gave a whole lot of thought to, and because I probably saw the movie on TV (small pictures!) and missed the beginning, Norma came across to me as a tragic psycho and nothing more.

Yesterday I specifically watched Glenn Close, Patti LuPone and Elaine Page performing "With One Look."  It is true that, when interpreted correctly, Norma really can "break your heart" with just one look.

The comments on Glenn Close's performance really had me thinking though.  I was both entertained and defensive when I read this one:

"she's way overacting this song. patti kept it controlled and believable"

I launched into a spoken monologue about the character of Norma, how in her heart she truly was larger than life -- as big as pictures -- and age had no bearing on her ability to affect a person with any emotion she felt was needed at the time.  Did she even realize that she would die someday?  I felt that Glenn Close performed her exactly right, and that was without mentioning the fact that we were watching a stage performance with a camera zoomed in on it.  Acting on stage, particularly in a large concert hall, is a whole different beast than acting in front of a camera.  I felt that Glenn Close in the part of Norma was being critically misjudged by people who had only ever seen her as a "movie star" in her most recognized roles like Cruella de Vil, Alex Forrest in "Fatal Attraction" and Vice President Kathryn Bennett in "Air Force One."

The comments section under the Glenn Close video in many places looked more like a debate on whether Patti LuPone or Glenn Close was better in the role.  Trust me, a YouTube comment section is no place to gather critique.  First of all, I'd venture to guess that many fans are biased in their opinions of what actors and singers are better than others.  Second, there really is no way to interpret how a form of art is better than itself.  Different works strike different people in different emotional ways.

Another comment said, 

"Yes, but it’s an interpretation that works very well because the character Norma Desmond is a has-been actress that Hollywood has long forgotten. Part of of Norma Desmond’s self-delusion is that she still believes herself to be a Hollywood star and her purchase on reality is so tenuous that she continues playing the part of a Hollywood Diva, whether anyone is watching or not. In this part, I prefer a strong actress over a strong singer. [Omitted comparison to Patti LuPone.]"

And my personal favorite comment:

"I totally agree!!! totally...we're not looking for technical singing perfection...we're looking for someone who can act like she's totally crazy, but doesn't realize it herself...Close is that actress...."

If any of you have not seen Glenn Close in a ... shall we say ... "soft" performance, I highly recommend you gain a new perspective on this great "movie star."  She's in a lot of movies I have not seen yet, but of the ones I have, I highly recommend that you consider her soft, maternal voice in Disney's "Tarzan," or try to find her in the movie "Hook," where she appeared with Dustin Hoffman and Robin Williams but no one seemed to notice (including myself!)  Watch her dual roles in "Maxie," her troubled mother and wife in "In the Gloaming," or her journey from out-of-place mail-order bride to passionate and loving mother and wife in a couple of my favorite movies of all time, "Sarah, Plain and Tall" and "Skylark."

And now, without any further analysis or ado, here are Patti LuPone and Glenn Close....



Friday, April 15, 2011

Goodnight, Llanview.

"Goodnight hunks,
Goodnight Jessica,
Goodnight drunks,
Goodnight Todd’s body count,
Goodnight Bess,
Goodnight my bank account,
Goodnight Lords,
Goodnight Fords,
Goodnight to Llanview, one and all."

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Kevin Spacey on the Survival of the Arts

Why everyone in our society should care about the survival of soap operas



(I published a more detailed version of this on my One Life to Live Examiner page.)

Here are my thoughts on the so-called impending end of daytime dramas/soap operas:

First of all, we're not too stupid to know that soap operas aren't limited to daytime programming. If you look up the definition of soap opera, it is "a television or radio drama series dealing typically with daily events in the lives of the same group of characters." They were named soap operas in the beginning because soap manufacturers sponsored them, or were their first advertisers.

Well, what do you know? Many of the hit shows during evening programming and on cable channels are soap operas, too, by definition. The only difference I, as a common viewer, note between these evening and cable shows and the daytime dramas on major networks is that not only do the daytime shows seem to have a lower production value, but they also tend to still be just slightly unbelievable.

Why the audience can believe that a drug-addicted doctor has one special patient a week that he manages to save the life of while battling his own demons, or that an antique dealer helps families by talking to ghosts, or that a writer can stumble into any murder scene and help solve it, or that a sociopathic serial killer helps save the world one murder at a time while working for the police and raising a baby … but can't believe the ludicrous things that happen on daytime soap operas … I don't know.

Maybe it is because soap operas have too many characters or jump from place to place too much? I am told that during the "glory days" of soap operas, the shows tended to focus on a few families at a time and the transitions from scene to scene were smooth, connected, and made sense. I almost find it hard to believe the fantastic idea that all the characters on these idealistic soap operas were somehow tied together in one common story as each individual character dealt with their own issues and opinions concerning that main story.

Or maybe it is because, since more people are working these days, there are less daytime viewers, so there are fewer sponsors and therefore less advertising money, and therefore less financial backing from the network and as a result a lower quality style of creating a show?

(For anyone who says it is because soaps don't tell original stories, it has been said that there is nothing original. It is all in how you tell the story.)

It is funny though, because ever since I started watching soaps and listening to what soap opera fans had to say, they have been screaming, pleading and begging for soaps to showcase less characters and stick to those few families that the show is based on -- like in the "glory days."

And since I have been watching soaps and listening to what their fans have to say, I have heard it explained numerous times from people "in the biz" that the most sought-after demographic are females age 18-49, which is also odd because … most of the soap fans I know are that age. Granted, I know of many die-hard soap viewers who have been watching since the 70s that are in their 50s and 60s, and many started watching with their grandmothers who are now in their 70s and 80s.

There is a really odd phenomenon happening here, and I have witnessed it first-hand from this side of the television screen. Soaps are going crazy to attract young females and add them to their viewership, but aren't able to keep them watching.

Here's why -- they attract them with story lines involving teenagers or with actors hired as publicity stunts. Young people tune in to see the soap opera version of a young girl not getting along with her father, a girl finding out that her parents are actually her grandparents, or to see their favorite reality TV star or pop singer step in for a couple of days. In the long run, they are confused by the way the show jumps from character to character and they realize that the person they were tuning in to see isn't even on every day -- no, not only are they not on every day, they don't even seem to matter to the show at all on the days when they aren't on! They aren't mentioned, and if their family is on without them, then that family doesn't seem to be concerned about the missing character. If, in the meantime, they become invested in a different character, the same thing happens!

This is very baffling to the 18-49 year old who may be used to watching primetime dramas with fewer characters to keep up with where families and friends matter to one another and there is a central storyline. So, they fulfill their need for drama with a cable show about a pregnant teenager or a lawyer who fights injustice in the ghetto, or if they're so inclined, a reality show where it is acceptable to act as trashy as you want because you aren't on network television in the middle of the day.

Here's the thing. The more you treat people like idiots, the more idiotic they're going to be. The less they have to think for themselves or form their own opinions about the events unfolding in front of them, the dumber and trashier our society is going to be.

States are already cutting so much funding to schools that the Arts are disappearing from education, and the federal government right now is trying to eliminate funding for free public television (also known as PBS) where you can tune in for educational programming, geographic shows, historic documentaries, cooking shows, concerts, travel shows … you name it … without having to pay for that cable channel or watch advertisements.

Every great leader - political, religious or business-oriented - throughout history has known this simple fact -- the stupider the general population is, the easier it will be to get them to buy into whatever you tell them or want them to believe. Societies have fallen because of it; genocide has occurred because of it; people have willingly committed suicide because of it. There are many great tragedies throughout the history of humanity in which people blindly accepted the influence of their leaders.

Now, networks want to replace daytime soap operas with talk shows, game shows, and reality shows. To them, it is just good business. Those shows are cheaper to produce on so many levels, so they are much more profitable. They can take that money that they would have given to an entire cast and crew of people or spent on props, paint, costumes and on-location shoots, and instead just pay a guy with a microphone and his crew and use the exact same set every day. I'm no television expert but I can easily understand how that works.

So, you see, this isn't just about daytime television. That's just the front line right now. Eventually this problem of having nothing to watch but reality shows and human competitions will be everywhere. You can already see it happening now.

Yes, it is hilarious when some idiot jumps off of a two story ledge and bounces off of a giant rubber ball and lands in a 5 foot deep mud puddle only to get up and repeat the process because he thinks he can improve his technique! Yes, watching celebrities discuss why they won't eat at a certain restaurant or deliberate over whether they should buy that $1,000 dinner china or try to rescue their cat from some predicament that the cat obviously prefers to be in … is riveting. But after the show is over, what do we have to show for it?

While soaps have been adapting and adapting again in order to ensure their survival, I am afraid they have been doing the opposite.

We, the television audience, would like the networks to recognize that we are not a stupid people. We value the Arts and we have pride in our country and the products that are produced here -- whether that be the items that are advertised by the sponsors, or the shows themselves. Like fans of a sports team, like members of a church, like unionized workers -- there is a reason we identify with and align ourselves with certain shows, characters and actors, and proudly proclaim our loyalty.

So while, yes, we may stop channel surfing to see what the topic of the day is on a talk show or to find out if the schmuck will risk $10,000 on something completely up to chance, we actually desire to have a connection to something that makes us think and feel deeply and want to be committed to.

Soap operas are an American legacy - like baseball or TV itself. The tradition of soap operas is actually older than television, and these shows have retained fans for years upon years while other shows and other genres fell by the way. The really special ones have even managed to meet the financial demands of the networks and survive recessions while repeatedly adapting to ensure their survival.

Not only that, but they have retained the loyalty of their best actors. Many of the actors on daytime dramas are multiple award-winning actors -- and we're not just talking about daytime Emmys. Many people in these casts also appear on and off Broadway, in independent and big-budget films, and on other network shows.

Will these extremely talented actors be able to survive in their careers without soaps? Of course they will! They stay in the genre because it offers something unique to them, and they consider themselves honored and lucky to be a part of it.

Will America be able to survive without soaps? Of course it will -- but it won't be the same. The end of soaps is synonymous with ending Arts education in our schools. It is a matter of the level of intelligence in our society and what we have to be proud of as a people.

When a family member visits your hometown or city, which product of society do you show them? You could take them to the pool at the nifty new motel in town, or you could take them to historical landmarks with significant meaning, something beautiful in your geography, or something truly incredible and aesthetically pleasing that man has managed to introduce to the landscape. In our country, do we want to be proud of the products on our television screens or just be happy that we have something on them that can make us smile for a half-hour?

That isn't just a question for the daytime viewers. We already know their answer. That's a question for our leaders, the networks, the people who influence how things are done, and everyone else we know.

Monday, October 18, 2010

Jen's Writing and Facebook


I'm just leaving a quick note to let everyone know that I have a Facebook page called "Jen's Writing" where I post miscellaneous things that I've written. Don't worry.... As of yet I haven't posted any whole novels on there ... or stories that take a lot of dedication to read.
Stop by and give me a "Like" if you like!
Stella Adler Academy reminded me on Facebook this week that Henrik Ibsen said,
‎"Before I write one word I must know the character. I must penetrate into the last wrinkle of her soul. I always proceed from the individual. As soon as I am certain of every aspect of her humanity, I have to also have her exterior in mind down to the last button. How she stands and walks, how she bears herself, what her voice sounds like. I do not let her go until her fate is fulfilled."
Stella Adler also followed this technique as an actress. She talked about how she learned something of Ibsen's character, Nora, from "A Doll's House," by the way she watched her husband have a drink. In a way, the playwright was the teacher and the actor did her homework, in turn teaching the audience.

I adore artists who know their characters that well, and I regret very much that I was a generation (or two) late on being able to study with Stella Adler and her contemporaries.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Gloria Stuart



I just want to take a moment to acknowledge Gloria Stuart at her passing.

I don't think she was really a household name at all, but mention "Old Rose" from Titanic and almost everyone knows who you are talking about. (Those are usually the type of actresses I tend to admire.)

I don't want to focus on the fact that she played a supporting role in that 1997 film (over 10 years ago!) but I have to draw a comparison between the movie and what Gloria Stuart represents to me.

I went to see Titanic with my grandparents and my cousin on New Year's Eve, late in the evening. Since the movie ran for over three hours, it was 1998 by the time we stepped out of the theatre. I have seen Titanic since then, but believe me, you can't really fully appreciate Titanic (or many other movies of that proportion) unless you see it FULL SIZE - in the theater, with only the light of what is happening on the screen before you and the sounds surrounding you.

We laughed at the funny parts, gasped at the scary parts, and cried like babies during the tragic and heartbreaking parts. As we left the theatre we discussed the movie and traded our experiences.

THAT is what great movies should do to people.

As I said, I don't want to focus on the fact that Gloria Stuart played the storyteller in that movie, because that particular moment in her career should not be what defines it. I do remember watching the Oscars that year (Titanic swept, by the way) and feeling such great respect and admiration for the oldest actress ever nominated for an Academy Award. To me, that proved that you are never too old to do what you love.

Recently, I've had to amend that lesson:

You're never too old to keep doing what you love.

You see, Gloria Stuart was always an actress, and she was in some pretty recognizable movies besides Titanic. It is just that our current generation has lost touch with the mystique of her era. We look back with awe at movies like Gone with the Wind and those great old classic Hollywood musicals and wonder from a distance what it must have been like to be part of that glamour and magic. I read autobiographies of actresses and see scenes like Katharine Hepburn running into Ginger Rogers and it is like some surreal, distant fiction - too good to be true. I look at old black and white photos of studio gatherings, parties, or movie sets and it doesn't feel like I'm looking back a generation or two. It feels like I'm looking at another time and another world.

(And maybe that's why movies like Titanic are that fascinating. They aspire to that level of Hollywood greatness.)

I have heard more than one actor complain that Wikipedia is grossly inaccurate, but I have to say it may be one of the best resources for finding out information - in a general sense if not an accurate one - about people we wouldn't otherwise be able to research without considerable effort. Gloria Stuart's page on the encyclopedia gives you the sense of who she was and what she meant to Hollywood.

Movie roles aside, Gloria Stuart, it says, was born in Santa Monica - not far from Hollywood. Several people in her family were accomplished in their own careers. It says she dropped out of Berkeley to get married, and was not only active in theatre, but in the world of art, and knew several prominent artists. It also features a picture of her with the other "WAMPAS Baby Stars" in 1932 (seen above).

(WAMPAS is the Western Association of Motion Picture Advertisers who picked starlets every year and introduced them at a grand party. More info HERE and HERE.)

Her Wikipedia article also claims she was a founding member of the Screen Actors Guild.  However, the article for SAG says she was one of the members who was especially supportive in the early years (and not necessarily a founder).  Stuart was an activist and surely played a key role in actors having the rights they do in their workplaces today.

(A side note:  She apparently also volunteered to join the French Resistance around the time of World War II, when she and her second husband were visiting France, but was turned down.  She ended up taking singing lessons and entertaining troops.)


Still active in the art world, she also owned her own shop and later created artists' books, some of which ended up in the Metropolitan Museum, Library of Congress, J. Paul Getty Museum, and Bibliothèque nationale de France, to name a few places.

Two lines stand out to me in the whole article.
  • "Stuart was a versatile female lead, but was never given the roles that would make her a major star, a source of great frustration."
  • "Stuart died in her sleep on September 26, 2010 at the age of 100, due to respiratory failure."
She wrote an autobiography -- I Just Kept Hoping.  It has just been added to my list!  I will always look up to Gloria Stuart.  She did what she loved wholeheartedly, tirelessly, endlessly.

Recommended:  "Gloria Stuart, an Actress Rediscovered Late, Dies at 100" By ALJEAN HARMETZ and ROBERT BERKVIST on NYTimes.com

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

"The sin'dorei will prevail."


The picture you are looking at is of a female blood elf (or quel'dorei) and a mana wrym.  Blood elves were once called "high elves," and were descendants of the Highborne, a faction of night elves that used arcane magic.  Because the night elves (or kaldorei) did not approve of the use of arcane magic (and this is putting it as simply as possible), the Highborne were exiled.  Over time, these exiled "high elves" changed to become what are now known as blood elves.

The high elves eventually settled in an area known as Quel'thalas, where they consistently battled with forest trolls for supremacy and forged alliances with other races.  In their conflicts (again, making this story as simple as possible), the high elves became addicted to the magic power they wielded.  After their city was attacked and their lives destroyed, they were renamed the "blood elves," or "sin'dorei" (literally "children of the blood") and had to find new sources to satiate their addiction and renew their power.

The picture above is not just a picture of a beautiful elf with a magical creature.  It is a picture of power and history, darkness and light, and of survival and adapting.


Tuesday, May 25, 2010

The King of the Swingers



Musician Louis Prima always put thought, heart, and a lot of fun into his concerts, inspiring acts by other performers for years following.  His on-stage banter with his wife would find its influence in acts starring Sonny and Cher and Bruce Springsteen.  His willingness to adapt kept Louis Prima and his band popular for decades.

His songs included many that are still popular in soundtracks, band performances, and classic venues, such as "Sing, Sing, Sing," "Jump, Jive An' Wail," "Buona Sera," and "Just a Gigolo," to name a few.  In 1967, Louis Prima provided the voice for Disney's swinging King Louie in The Jungle Book.

In this rare clip about the song, viewers are able to glimpse how much energy went into a performance, whether on stage or in a recording studio:  Click here.

Read Louis Prima's story on Wikipedia

The Official Web Site of Louis Prima

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Some Like It Hot


Wildly popular, this 1959 film is hailed as one of the best comedies ever made.  It stars Tony Curtis, Jack Lemmon, and Marilyn Monroe as members of an all girl band.  (Yes, you read that right.)
As two struggling musicians looking for gigs, Joe (Curtis) and Jerry (Lemmon) happen to be in the wrong place at the wrong time and witness a mob hit.  To escape, they claim two spots in an all girl band and travel to Florida.  Hilarity ensues as they try to live double lives as both men and women; and are pursued by men who hit on them in their female attire and mobsters who want no witnesses.
Although movies of today frequently feature men dressed in drag, there was a day when Some Like It Hot showcased a controversal topic.  According to Wikipedia, it received a "Condemned" rating from the National Legion of Decency -- "an organization dedicated to identifying and combating objectionable content, from the point of view of the Roman Catholic Church in the United States, in motion pictures."

It probably wasn't just the cross-dressing men that caused the controversy.  There are several scenes in the film in which a character might consider her actions to be just girls innocently sharing affection or a bed, when, in fact, the audience knows that one of them is actually a man, and the action might be deemed indecent between a male character and a female or females.  Also, there are scenes in which the male characters -- dressed as women -- are wooed and pursued by other males.

Perhaps these subjects aren't as controversial or even as hilarious today as they were in 1959, but the movie is both entertaining, charming, and a great piece of American film history, having won several awards and an Academy Award nomination for Jack Lemmon for "Best Actor in a Leading Role."

The title of the film refers to the type of jazz the band plays, but with the gender roles, Marilyn Monroe's steamy voice and interesting costumes (Best Costume Design Academy Award Winner), and the allusions to sex, this film truly is very hot.

Some Like It Hot on Wikipedia

Some Like It Hot on IMDb

Monday, March 15, 2010

One Life, Many Voices

One Life, Many Voices One Life, Many Voices started with a simple idea -- to compile an album to honor the people and places affected by Hurricane Katrina, and to donate the proceeds from sales of the CD to help fund and rebuild the arts in those areas.  Though it has been over four years and the nation's focus may have shifted to more recent disasters, OLMV has not forgotten their commitment and continues to make donations of art, music and scholarships to the people, schools, and venues that are still recovering from the Katrina disaster.  Please click here to learn more about their work and efforts.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

The Grand Tradition



Don't forget to check out Oscar.com for videos, fashion, lists of nominees and winners, and the very significant acceptance speeches from a historical night of recognition!  Highly recommended!

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Let's Talk About Betty White


After the world watched Betty White and Abe Vigoda play tackle football in a candy bar commercial during the Super Bowl -- specifically the best commercial that aired during the event (according to USA TODAY's Ad Meter) -- everyone was talking about her.

Of course, the actress most commonly recognized as Rose Nylund from The Golden Girls has never stopped acting.  Her recent appearances on Ugly Betty, Craig Ferguson, The Bold and the Beautiful, and Boston Legal are just a few of the many places television audiences have seen her lately.  She is also widely known for her roles on Mama's Family and Mary Tyler Moore.  Some generations even remember watching her in the early '50s series, Life with Elizabeth, for which she won an Emmy in 1951.

When Diane Sawyer recently interviewed Betty White about the Facebook campaign to have her host Saturday Night Live, Betty White joked that her supporters "just dig old ladies."

It is more likely that fans dig great comediennes that have been a hot act for over 60 years; but although her reputation as a comedic genius precedes her, Betty White is also a very multidimensional actress who is just as capable of making you cry as laugh.  Throughout the years, even in sitcoms, she has been given the opportunity to display this talent with characters that people identify with and care deeply about.

"Don't call it a comeback. Betty White has been here for years," says Jenei Osterheldt in her commentary in the San Jose Mercury News ("Betty White is the right 'Girl' for 'Saturday Night Live'").  "...I don't think this White frenzy is a new thing. Instead, I think it's a result of having developed a lifetime of fans, young and old."

Betty White, whose television career actually began in 1949, was honored with a Screen Actors Guild Lifetime Achievement Award in January and was greeted on-stage with a standing ovation from the audience.  Having just turned 88, and with a new movie about to be released, she said of the award, "This is the highest point of my entire professional life."

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

That's Entertainment!

The term "triple threat" is thrown around in this day and age to describe a multi-talented person.  In the entertainment world, the word is used to describe a performer who can sing, act, and dance.

While the "triple threat" may be a unique talent in today's entertainment world, in Hollywood's "Golden Age" it was not uncommon for performers to be multi-talented.

Here to demonstrate the classic "multiple threat" is Ray Bolger, in the movie Stage Door Canteen.  In just over six riveting minutes, he acts, sings, dances, and makes people laugh.  Now that's an entertainer.

Friday, February 19, 2010

Almost Time for Oscar



The grand tradition known as the Oscars continues on March 7 with the 82nd Academy Awards.  The first ceremony was held at the Hollywood Roosevelt Hotel and attended by 250 people.  Today, though the event is by invitation only, it is seen by millions of viewers all over the world.

To view a list of the nominees, click here.  You still have time to decide your favorites!

The Oscars will air on Sunday, March 7 at 8:00 Eastern and 5:00 Pacific on ABC.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Smile, Dance and Sing

Everyone seems to have the winter blues lately, and though we can appreciate the beauty of winter, the lack of sunshine and warmth on those gray days can get to people.

In order to provoke a smile, and to showcase a classic example of versatility in performance, and just to give everyone a warm fuzzy feeling, here is Gene Kelly, "Singin' in the Rain."  (Now go get tap lessons and express some joy!)


Monday, January 18, 2010

Be Here Now

Did you ever run across a work of art, a song, or an acting performance that moved you so much that you almost felt compelled to turn away from it because it was so powerful?  It made you feel something so deep and so personal that you almost couldn't stand it?

I've been moved pretty easily for the last few days -- I'm just in a heightened emotional state and I'm inspired by things because of it.

Today I heard a song I'd never heard before -- actually, I saw a video someone had made with it.  Because I don't want to have to explain the complexities of what the video meant to me right now and because there is a particular topic I'd like to avoid in this post, I'm going to stick to talking about the song.

The song is called "Be Here Now" by Ray LaMontagne.  In addition to the lyrics, which I am about to talk about, the music is absolutely gorgeous.  It is like stopping in a still moment to listen to yourself breathe and hearing music instead.

I had a very dear friend waiting for me when I came back from California.  I didn't know her at the time, but she was there for a reason, and ended up being a godsend.  I miss her terribly.

Elizabeth saw my potential because she knew me without my even having to explain myself.  She had studied at Julliard, taught music to deaf children, mingled with celebrities, performed as an opera singer, and had even been in a movie called (I think) "Under White Sails."  (I can't find any information about this movie but I did get to see pictures of this event in her life at her funeral.)

Elizabeth had been in the Air Force and lived most of her life as a pastor's wife.  That's how this beautiful, talented, wise woman ended up in my backyard.  She wanted to know about me, she shared my dreams for the future, she tried to help me think of ways to reach my goals, she listened intently when I shared my experiences -- particularly when they involved music or theatre -- and she tried her darndest to coach me in singing and help me get over my stage fright.  I didn't know it at first, but I really really needed her at that time in my life, and it just so happened that she had somehow wound up in a little town in rural Indiana -- my home.

Most importantly, she taught me that it was okay to be at home.  The greatest lesson she gave me at that time was that I should just settle and not struggle -- not settle for anything less, but just be calm and let my life move forward as it was supposed to, taking the time to learn my lessons and smell my roses rather than trying to force my way through everything.  I don't think she knew she taught me this.

I have been through a lot since her personal battle and death that I wish I could talk to her about -- most importantly my current inspirations and dreams, and the fact that I have realized over the last year that I have a very great struggle that I need to overcome -- that stage fright is the least of my fears that are holding me back.

The wonderful thing about realizing you have a problem is that when you do, you are suddenly enabled to attempt to overcome it.

I am trying, now that I'm able to, and it is certainly an uphill battle.  Sometimes when I feel like I'm succeeding, there is a whole section of the battlefield I've neglected to notice and conquer and I fall back.

Today, in church, I was inspired to realize that I have to be ready, when my door of opportunity opens, to walk through it.  I can't think twice.  When I get a chance to do something, I have to jump at it, grab it, seize the opportunity, take it, make it mine -- with no hesitation.

Hesitation is something that is easy to do when you are a 'fraidy cat.  Life is just one big hesitation.

And I realize that if I expect a door to open, I have to be at a point in my life -- mentally, emotionally, and spiritually -- to walk through it.  So I have to get ready, right now.  No hesitation.  I can't concentrate on this tomorrow.  If the sky opens up and a miracle falls into my lap in the middle of the night, I need to know where my shoes are.  You know what I mean?

Then I came home this afternoon and heard this song.

Don't let your mind get weary and confused
Your will be still, don't try
Don't let your heart get heavy child
Inside you there's a strength that lies

Don't let your soul get lonely child
It's only time, it will go by
Don't look for love in faces, places
It's in you, that's where you'll find kindness

Be here now, here now
Be here now, here now

Don't lose your faith in me
And I will try not to lose faith in you
Don't put your trust in walls
'Cause walls will only crush you when they fall

Be here now, here now
Be here now, here now


Doesn't that just say it all?

I have been weary and confused.  My heart has been heavy.  I have been lonely, and I have been missing old places and faces -- and wishing for new ones, throwing myself into daydreams about things I don't know how to accomplish.  It is absolutely true that you cannot trust your walls of safety and protection.  I love my walls.  I hide behind my walls.  And they do crush -- devastatingly.

But if I am aware of here and now, I can be ready for tomorrow.  So, if you are are like me, screw your courage to the sticking post and keep your shoes by your bed.  Be ready.

One thing I've done differently this time than in the past -- I have not lost faith.  In fact, I've searched for more.

"Inside you there's a strength that lies ... It's only time, it will go by ... It's in you, that's where you'll find kindness ... Don't lose faith in me and I will try not to lose faith in you ... Be here now."

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Lois Smith and Connecticut Theatre

Today I read a great article about Lois Smith (from the Hartford Courant) and linked it on Find Your Light (my blog about the acting world).  Not only is Lois Smith one of the most recognized actresses that you probably don't know the name of, she is one of my very favorites.

I first really noticed Lois Smith in the Hallmark Hall of Fame movie, Skylark, which was the second of two Sarah, Plain and Tall movies starring Glenn Close and Christopher Walken (another two of my favorites). After I knew who she was, I saw her everywhere.

My favorite Lois Smith movies (so far) are Skylark, Fried Green Tomatoes, and Twister.  Minority Report wasn't one of my favorite movies but despite her brief appearance in that movie, I was seriously disappointed when she was not nominated for an Academy Award.  She was brilliant in that movie -- mysterious and surprising.  I had mostly seen her in more ... up-front roles -- what you see is what you get.

In the Courant article, Lois Smith talked about how she is grateful that she's had a very versatile career but sometimes hears people say that she plays "rural American" parts, when anyone who has followed her knows she is capable of playing more urban roles.  Green Card is one example.  Or Aunt Betsy on One Life to Live.  (You knew I'd bring that show up somehow, didn't you?)

I was happy to read about Lois Smith, her current play, and the history of her career.  She is a truly fascinating actress and I am so glad that she is very appreciated.

On a side note, Connecticut is a great place to see plays.  That is where I saw Tea at Five -- a play about Katharine Hepburn starring Kate Mulgrew.  (Mulgrew is another one of those actresses you'd probably recognize but might not know the name of.  Look her up!  Coincidentally, Mulgrew and Smith have worked together at least once -- in the reading of a play.)  Frank Rizzo, who wrote the article about Lois Smith, has a blog -- "Behind the Curtain" on Connecticut's Stages.

Check out "The Multidimensional Career of Lois Smith," by Frank Rizzo, Hartford Courant, January 10.

Lois Smith's Great Career, Past and Present


Lois Smith is currently starring in "Lil's 90th" at the Long Wharf Theatre in New Haven.  Frank Rizzo details her outstanding career in film, television and theatre to The Hartford Courant.
"Lois Smith has avoided being pigeonholed as one type of actress," his article says, highlighting her various roles throughout the years; including her first movie, Broadway play and television shows.  Her longevity and versatility has given her multi-generational appeal.

Darci Picoult wrote "Lil's 90th" with Smith in mind.

Read "The Multidimensional Career of Lois Smith" by Frank Rizzo, January 10, The Hartford Courant.

Lois Smith at IMDb.

Monday, December 28, 2009

Steppenwolf and Letts do Right by Theatre with August: Osage County



When "August: Osage County" made its way to Broadway from Chicago's Steppenwolf Theatre Company, producer Jeffrey Richards kept the original cast.  While other projects on the Great White Way preferred putting big names and movie stars in the lead roles, keeping the homegrown cast in "Osage" paid off.

Steppenwolf Theatre Company is committed to its members with a true ensemble atmosphere in which all the artists support one another.  Sometimes the playwrights will pen their works with specific actors from the company in mind.

Tracy Letts, the playwright of "August: Osage County" is one of those Steppenwolf members.  He won both a Pulitzer Prize and a Tony Award for the play.  Entertainment Weekly also named “Osage” Best Play of the Decade.  It won a Drama Desk Award, Drama League Award, Outer Critics Circle Award, and New York Drama Critics' Circle Award.

"August: Osage County" premiered in Chicago in the summer of 2007, the perfect time of year for a play about a family reunion -- except this family reunion isn't about pie and lemonade and reminiscing about the good old days.  In Act One, the family has gathered all except for their patriarch, who has been missing for several days.  The matriarch, who is a widow by Act Two, is addicted to prescription medication.  Everyone in the family seems to be dealing with their own severe dysfunction, from substance abuse to incest, which often leads to confrontations and even violence.

Times Online listed it in their "Best Theatre of the Decade" as well.  "Cancer, incest, suicide, drug abuse and parental cruelty -- and it's a comedy?  Well, of a kind.  Tracy Letts's blisteringly, blackly funny account of a family reunion in rural Oklahoma felt like a kind of despairing Chekhov of the plains.  Yet along with its emotional violence and unflinching honesty, it remained sympathetic to its characters."

In addition to the Chicago and Broadway productions, "Osage" has debuted in the UK, Israel, Puerto Rico, Australia, and Argentina.  The play is currently touring in the United States.  (Click here for tour schedule.)

For more info:

"House on the hill" by Peter Griffin

Thursday, December 17, 2009

2010 Golden Globe Nominations

Joe Shlabotnik's Golden Globe Awards

Shared by Joe Shlabotnik on Flickr

Just in case you missed it, the 2010 Golden Globe nominees have been announced!

A couple of the most nominated movies were released just in time to be considered, so you might not have even seen them yet!

For the complete list of nominations, you can visit the Hollywood Foreign Press Association's website.

The five actresses nominated for Best Performance by an Actress in a Motion Picture - Comedy or Musical are ... oh, wait, that's only four!  Meryl Streep actually received two nominations -- one for It's Complicated and another for Julie and Julia.

There are tons of great names on the list this year!  Who are you rooting for?  Personally, I'll be cheering for HBO's Grey Gardens, but then, I have a lot of catching up to do!  In some of these categories, it will be extremely hard to decide!